. . . I'm supposing that the experience of walking around in public nude was different for you. . . I still feel apprehension sometimes when nude around others, especially if they are clothed. We come out of a clothed society, and get used to it. Then, when getting naked it takes a moment or several to adjust.
I'll walk into a nudist situation and my eyes may be darting everywhere at first, then poof, I'm back to normal.
Hmmm?
The fact it was a CO facility made it easier. Obviously!
Still, I was trying to watch others facial expressions and body language to try and gauge the reaction. I was making small steps, being cautious. I became aware that if I looked closely at people, I might give the impression of staring, so I just tried to see as much as possible in a casual glance.
After my hike, I was sitting at that picnic table next to the parking lot and jotting down notes, people would walk past, see me and just walk on. There were several young women that walked past, 20-30’s, wearing just flip-flops and nothing else. Same thing. I don’t recall seeing any naked young MEN. Is that normal at these places?
Then, I realized I was over thinking it in a self-centered view. I was thinking that they would see me as ME. Not just some guy in the camp. Dumb. So I tried to calm down and act like I would anywhere else. Like I said, the walk up to the ghost town allowed me to get used to being there in a way similar to my solitary hikes in the desert. That helped.
What else did you notice and how did you see yourself change?
Oddly, using the restroom. That is probably the one place we ALL expect privacy. Most of us beyond a certain age are familiar with group nudity because of our experiences in public school and PE classes. This was totally different. Not automatically getting that privacy was unexpected.
I had read the brochure explaining all this, yet when it came time to walk in I did the same as most. I didn’t want to embarrass myself or anyone else. More than once I saw men and women walk up to the door to the bath house and pause to stick their head around the door and look in before entering. I wasn’t alone there.
I do remember noticing the window next to the urinals, AFTER I standing there. I don’t remember seeing it as I walked up. I guess that’s a type of progress.
When I decided to take the walk around the camping area, I was sort of surprised at how few naked people I saw on the trail. One or two but most moved from place to place wearing something.
There was a young lady, always naked, that I bumped into a couple times, every time I saw her she was singing. Nothing I recognized though. But she was confident enough to be naked, walking and singing. If I had tried that the place probably would have emptied.
By the time I was leaving, I hadn’t forgot that I was naked but I was comfortable being one of the few people out and about wearing nothing.
I was happy at my realization of how much I was enjoying it. My 1st CO visit was a personal achievement!
Duane